The past 24 hours has been the most painful time I have ever known. I had to let go of my best friend. We had her for 13 years. We knew that it was just a matter of time as she had not been doing well for several months. Words fail me as to my feelings. I don't tend to make many friends, so to have someone who was always there was so special for me. I assume time will help with what I'm feeling.but it is truly hard right now.