Oh I know Vaughn. No worries, I didn't take it that way and completely understand. Right now light hearted is a GOOD thing. I've been dealing with this since September and there have been some very stressful bad times and some with better news and happier times. It took about three months after the initial diagnosis which was NOT a good one. In early January, they finally ruled out the initial diagnosis and found that I have something else. It's very similar and very rare. I found out a few months ago that I'm one of only about a hundred people in the entire country with this affliction. The bad news is that there's no cure and no real treatment available. They're hoping that regular therapy and exercise might help stop the progression and allow me to function on a fairly normal level. Although a reduced one from what I'm used to. I'm trying to avoid it, but it looks like I may end up having to file for disability. I'm going to give PT a shot for a while and see what the results are. If they're good, I may hold off. If it doesn't start to show signs that it's helping, I'm going to have to file and hope that I qualify. I know that it takes a long time to get approved if I do file, so I don't want to wait too long.