Vaughn, as an old cowboy from out West told me years ago, "son, when you have livestock, somedays you are gonna have dead stock". Other than his other comment, "if it ain't fatal, it is funny", no truer words have been spoken. Have reminded myself of that line many times. I put Fina's horse of 37 years down a couple of years ago, last year put down my saddle horse and our boxer is having a harder and harder time getting up with her bad hips. Took her to the vet and all they wanted to do was open her up to see if she had been spayed! They didn't understand my philosophy of quality of life over quantity of life for her. You had a great last trip that introduced her to new places, people and critters. She evidently loved traveling with you. As you do, cherish those moments. Like I told my girls as they would break up with a boy, your boyfriends help make you make the right decision on your mate. Don't forget what you liked and didn't like about that person and use that information when selecting your life mate. Same with your dog, she cannot be replaced, that would be a disservice to her memory, but eventually finding another will help fill the void in your heart and empty space in your life. Look forward to your search for another and think of how well you have documented her here in our forum. Play some blues then rip out the song Highway to Hell and Stairway to Heaven and don't look back!!!!!!!!!!!